You, Me and Love

Down the line
It will be only between You and Mine

My love is pure and selfless
don't rate me,
don't compare me,
just feel me.
Down the line
It will be only between You and Mine

My love is like flowing river
don't stop me
don't desert me
make a bridge if possible
Down the line
It will be only between You and Mine

My love is illimitable,
don't ignore me,
don't leave me,
if possible forget me.
Down the line
It will be only between You and Mine

If you feel, do say it
If you don't feel, never  regret it
I will love you as I am doing.
Down the line
It will be only between You and Mine

PS: Dedicated to Subbu ,all belonging to one sided true love fraternity(if exists) and
Sup my best friend who inspire me to write.

random thoughts

 according to the thermodynamics law,more the unstability of the system, 
more is the entropy.entropy defines the randomness of the system.


same with my case, my mind is full of random thoughts,
flashes of memories etc etc
because of the unstability in my life.


i will use tabulation method to describe some of the random thoughts ,
 may be blogging help me in reducing my randomness in my mind.


1.love hurts n how much u are successful, if u fail in this , 
u feel u have lost ur way n purpose.
may be the feeling sinks away with time but the instant feeling was terrible.
this part canbe called as BREAK UP or for some ditching many 
synonyms but the same feeling ofloosing,lost out n sucked up.


2.life is sucking when such things became integral part of 
your life.things worsen whenyour professional life follow
 synchronously with your personal life.


3. confusion in love is the most dangerous thing.
everybody involve in such case will suffer.
 for eg.
A loves B  also vice versa. now some how C came in picture. 
if C is in picture, it mean then automatically the scene between A &B is not fine. 
A & C both love B.
there is also a D who also love  in B but unaware of C.
now wat happens,
confusion and only confusion, doubts.everybody is suffering. 
you cant accuse anybody particular is
wrong.actually this is destiny, A B C & D  are destined to suffer.
no body is right and wrong relatively to each other.
B is in dilemma.hope, dat B takes a wise decision.
indecisiveness is sign of randomness.just like my random thoughts.


i wish humans have made such a machine which can tell u who loves most?
nobody can tell who can love you most or who is most eligible.
in my 25 yr of life, love is the most complex thing i have came across.
at last i end the blog on following lines:
Never go back into old love, no matter how strong it was....
becoz its like reading a book again and again when you already know how it ends!!



but who will decide what is true love and old love?


even me too confused , just on the journey to understand Love


with a hope and an advice from my fellow friend:


terms like old & new love relate to circumstantial thinking, if ur so called "old love" was not successful that means maybe you havent experienced true love at all. get over it and get ready, maybe smday u'll find sm1 worthy.


PS:
the only good thing amidst of all this INDIA won the world cup. 
we are now the world champs.


finally , D is the last man standing just like nice guy trying not to finish last.

Summing Up Year 2010

1. What did you do in 2010 that you had never done before?

1.Watch Sunset at Mount Abu.

2.JOB

2. Did you keep your new years resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

no, but i will make more...

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

I don’t think so.

4. Did anyone close to you die?

Thankfully, no.

5. What date from 2010 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

26 Feb- I got my first salary.

22 Nov-One good day with my good friend.

6. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Motivating myself to get back to prepare for MBA.

7. What was your biggest failure?

I have been unable to change certain things in my life for the better.

8. Did you suffer illness or injury?

Thank god , no serious case.

9. Whose behavior merited celebration?

Su.

10. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

can i leave this question.?

11. Where did most of your money go?

My Laptop & Mobile.

12. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

Meeting my good friends, remmebering utu ,subbu, su ,ana,manu.......

13. What song will always remind you of 2010?

Dil To Bacha Hai....

14. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?

Slightly happier on professional front,but sadder on personal side.

15. What do you wish you had done more of?

I wish I had worked harder for MBA entrance.

16. What do you wish you had done less of?

Facebooking ,Daydreaming & Search for love...

17. How did you spend Christmas?

Blogging.,chatting and ofcourse facebooking  :))))))))

18. Did you fall in love in 2010?

Yes. With places. With people. With my life.

19. How many one night stands?

Mera Number  kab aayega....

20. What was your favorite TV program?

how i met your mother..

21. What was the best book you read?

 The Fountainhead

22. What was your greatest musical discovery?

Rahat Fateh Ali  sings awesome.....

23. What did you want and get?

My joining date for job.

24. What did you want and not get?

Love and a lot of etc etc...

25. What was your favorite film of this year?

Udaan, awesome movie.

26. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

I turned 25. I was in office .

27. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

love in my  life

28. What kept you sane?

 my dreams

29. Who was the worst new person you met?

specifically No one.

30. Who was the best new person you met?

Su

31. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2010.

1.Time is the most precious thing and good friends are priceless.

2.Best friend always loses to boyfriend/girlfriend.

3.Enjoy each moment .live n let other live.

32. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

 Dil To Bacha Hai ......

PS: the blog idea from sunshine

Untitled

writing after a very long time, still dont know what i would write.
the main highlights this season are :
1.coldness is increasing in exponential way.
2.some very close friend of mine are very busy.no time for me.
3.Julian Assange is the new revolutionary  against America
"CYBER OSAMA".
4.wikileaks is the hottest thing in this freezing winter.
5.everybody knows Neera Radia.
6.Scams the most common thing this season happening in India.
each scam competes each other for the "Biggest Scam" title.
7.Raja,Kalmadi &  Ms Radia  are the THREE MUSKEETERS.

i want to write a lot but asap i start writing my mind goes blank.
job life as usual going on week to week basis.
my some friends are getting married in coming months and
other some are prospective grooms\brides.

i am moved by tremendous poverty existing around me, my heart comes out
when i saw small kid working on tea shops, hotels.really i feel helpless and
introspect myself where we are moving.we have became insensitve, materialistic
and always running,unsatisfied .i really dont understand the purpose of life.
instead of Being Human, we are just human being, more specifically in
managerial lingo "HUMAN RESOURCES".

cutting short, thanks to following person:
1.Mark Zuckerberg  for facebook otherwise its tough to waste time on net.
2.Himank's blog which motivate me that i should also blog.
3.Su, my good friend who motivate me to blog.

missing Ana,Su,Manu,Suboo,Utu,Nk,Tanu,Avis all my close friends.

PS: my tenses cant improve sorry.
actually it is mock test for mba aspirants for practising Sentence Correction.

Around ME

its after a very long time i m writing all due to the hot weather and the
hectic job schedule .its so less time left for me to come on computer
which was also taken by facebook n orkut .
first of all , i have came back to my hometown after my two
months in kolkata.i want to write about a blog on kolkata  n i will try
to do ASAP.the one thing is clear: after  initially having so good time
in my training period,now the things have changed.first of all, job
pressure is more, friends have moved into different places, so
everybody has singled out n have less time
.i m already feeling blues.only gud thing about job
is i came across numerous people ,make some friends of lifetime
and lot of practical  lessons.

now around me:
1.monsoon is as usual late, its too hot here. people n government still
dont understandthat its all due to climate change , no measure and
change in policies  by government,blind development n excess
exploitation of natural resources.
2.lot of marriages and obviously lot of childrens.india may dont have
GDP,Growth rate in double digit butsurely if all this continue surely we
 will have very high population. .government n people mindset sucks,
seriously it is the most serious problem which need to be paid attention.
3.Honour killing one more problem. i really dont know where we are
going which wayto 15 century or 21 century.the honour killing incident
sumbolises the sick n degraded mindset of people, howcould one kill
 his own child just on the name of honour.its clearly pathetic n the most
shocking thing is someeducated people are also doing this.god knows
where we all are heading.lot other like environment degardation,
cutting of trees and mexico oil spill, high inflation rate.

i m  hearing BIN TERE of I hate lov storys, nice song  looking
forward for this movieand weather is pleasant , dark clouds in
sky and  its a wonderful morning.
hope rain will fall in north india ..........

My ILP journey @ TCS Gandhinagar

back after 2 months .
me presently at my home for   5 days.
will move to kolkata in next 2 days.
the past  2 months were the best days of my life.
after 7  months of frustration, having lot of apprehensions i went to
 gandhinagar.this part of my life is called job.
lot of worrys in mind how i will do this?
will i get fired?how i can do job without sleeping?
i cant sit at one place for more than 10 mins how it will be possible for 
me to do job?so lot of questions and curiousty in my mind?


finally i landed  in ahmedabad on 21 january,2010.
we have been provided lodging and i must say lodging were fanastic 
and excellent housekeeping facility.in these 2 month training 
time we do lot of masti n make lot of friends.


about my class A41:
I think my class was like a family.we have done lot of masti ,fun 
and played all indoor games, possible inside the office.
sumit and eesha our CRs have take a lot of pain on our behalf.
ruphar , rancho of our class and  my neighbour at  hostel.always 
mast n bindaas ,expert at leg pulling and making people laugh.,
last bench - me,raman and shreya ghosal aks soumya k p.,shruti and 
vikas -the rolex guy along with sumit.ashish,anubha
 and ankita trio along with apoorv - our topper at 
computer games.tanu,vivek,shalini,happy,hitesh,
shaitan ki nani-deepika.,kishore,sravani and chatur aks prasad
from andhra ,the bengali gang-arnab,prithis,tanumoy,
subhrojit,monojit and devdeep.finally my room 
partner shashi.


my class A41 rocks and will miss u all.


What i will miss most?
1.my room  202,block 6,studio apartment,gandhinagar.
2.my class A41.
3.Soumya k p,deepayan and gautam singing.
4.Prasad's acting.
5.mihil and shashi- my room partner, vinayak,ruphar,pindari gang,
last bench of a41,abhishek singh,anuj,sandy,ankita,kamna,
subhodip,pendy a long list.........
6.Anupam Pandey's life skill classes.
7.dumb charades,antakshari in class time.
8.mount abu trip.
9.7 march,15 march and 16 march- last  day.
10.last but not the least, miss moumita mukherjee.
the girl from durgapur became a friend  of mine.mast bindass and
 live hearted girl .i can write a book on her so leave it apart.


in short , i only remember one song to describe my emotions:
Bryan Adams- Those were the best days of my life ( summer of 69)
finally,
there are lot of names i forget to mention, but u all make 
this ilp journey of mine - a journey of lifetime.
will miss you guys.......
ILP Gandhinagar  rocks.......
TCS rocks.


PS: My tenses cant improve even after numerous wriiten communication sessions

TCS 2009 community

To,

TCS 2009 community and its member

TCS 2009 community is the most active community on the orkut 
consistingof almost 16000 members(specifically 15,958 members
till this moment ) and hundred of active threads running day night.
if this community is not there i really dont know how i pass 
these 7 months.for the past seven months ,it's my daily routine to 
come on the community n check out for some joining news.there
are like thousand of members  like me doing the same as daily 
routine.first ofall,why i writing this ?i m writng this to acknowledge
all the tcs community members.
i want to do in the form of blog in written form so after 4 -5 yr i cud

remember all these days.these days are very testing sometimes very
frustrating but self learnig and i personally feel that everything has a
purpose and without my community these days must be like  a hell.

Now about the community, tcs 2009 community rocks.i tell u i
was very frustrated why i join this company n why this with me?but

community is only relief in past 7 months and it brings smile in patches

to me.but i tell u its my honour to work with all of u.each member though
upset n frustrated at times,but for other they are ready tohelp any time and
consulting n counselling.there are some chat threads,somequiz thread,
some statewise thread some college grade A,B,C n some cs n ncs base

threeads.sometimes there are argument over some particular grade or
particular stream is given first but it happens.u cant expect 100 percent
perfection.i m proud of the all the members of the community.

there are so active members who after getting joining acknowledges the
tcs comm efforts.then there are guys who have joined  n sending their
updates how n what is going in their training.this is the thing which i like
 the most about the community,the spirit n the team work.

bahut khushi hoti hai i will work with such people.some specific names to
 be mention who work day n night for this community:

SHUBHAM GARG- i tel u i have not met this guy i dont know him except

 wat i get from his orkut profile.wat a gem he is.

not me every member is proudof him.i m one of the silentadmirer of him.

wish to meet him soon.he mange the threads,spreadsheet n help section

about every problem.its so tough to mange such a big n active community.

there are lot of names which i want to take but  due to long list there is
space constraints .

I got my joining on 22 jan ,ahmedabad.i wish to god dat everybody gets
their joining as soon as possible. i cud feel what everybody has gone
through.u. all guys rock i cud write a lot but i think i can speak better than

writing.sorry for speeling n tenses mistakes,my english is slight bad.

I will miss u all n hope to see u soon.

3 cheers for TCS 2009 community

hip hip hurrey!!

hip hip hurrey!!

hip hip hurrey!!

with love ,

Saurabh Shukla

HBTI  Kanpur 2009

ASE(T)

TCS

Aal izz well..........

finally 2009 is coming to end in next 5-6 hours.
Aal izz well is in the air..........
Aamir khan is the king of december ,his 3rd consecutive superhit
in december.all earning moolahs in increasing order:
TZP < Ghazini < 3Idiots.
i think aal izz well only going for 3 idiots team especially aamir khan.
now coming to common public bhailog:
there is nothing which could be counted as aal is well.
Inflation is at peak, phir bhi bhaiya aal izz well..
Monsoon fail,drought hit, phir bhi bhaiya  aal izz well...
job hai joining nahi,phir bhi bhaiya  aal izz well...
electricity hai nahi ,tap main pani nahi
 phir bhi bhaiya  aal izz well...
degree hai job nahi,phir bhi bhaiya  aal izz well...
global warming hai bt kya hua
phir bhi bhaiya  aal izz well...
its tough to put up a brave face !!!!!!!!
major highlights of the year 2009:
1. Madhu koda and his 4000 crore scam.
2.Advaniji ka finally no aa gaya  retirement ke liye.
3.Gay sex between consenting adults is no more offense.
4.Copenhagen finally fails.
5.nobel prize  for Obama.,but that also dont
 prevent him from sending more troops in afganistan.
6.Swine flu came twice , back with a bang.all cause of mutating viruses.
7.Shashi tharoor's tweeter account is mor ein news than him.
8.Jarnail singh tossed a shoe at P.Chidambram
9.finally Liberhan report is tabled.i really guess if there
 is no leaking it may not be tabled also.
10.Kasab has short term memory loss problem.
11.A R Rahman receives oscar,proud moment for india.
 3 Idiots is the biggest hit of bollywood and tomorrow i m going to watch it.
finally happy new year to all aur zor se bolo phir se bhaiya all izz well.